Glass wall

I have been spending so much of my time reading new books, I can spend hours turning pages; just a sponge to all of the great power and knowledge these books carry. I love reading books that really break down the human mind, books that give a deeper insight to all of our fucked up…

Blue curve

It is insane how much power we give complete strangers. Words are either black or white magic, take that with a grain of salt. Offensive statements are nothing more than one persons choice of words. “People interpret the significance of their experiences through their values”, please re read that and ask yourself how true that…

Airbag off

I think that one thing everyone has in common is the amount of control we have over our own lives. Life would run a lot more smoother if everyone started to realize that we are all human, we all make mistakes and not one person in perfect. Judgmental individuals who don’t know a damn thing…

Stages of healing

Life is a journey filled with all of these intense moments, that you didn’t think would effect you so much later on in life. I am a firm believer in what goes around comes around. “ Be careful with how much you tolerate from people, you are teaching them how to treat you”. There are…

Temporary happiness

I dont allow myself get excited anymore when good things happen to me. I am so paranoid and anxious for the bad news that normally comes with that the good news, just shortly after. Life is so unpredictable. Depression, mental health issues and just being emotionally unstable is talked about in such a negative way,…

Flor negra

I don’t know how long I’ve been sitting in this same spot, on the floor next to the window. It is raining today. The sound of the raindrops hitting the ground is so therapeutic right now. I need something normal, something I’m used to; All this change has me going crazy. I never imagined being…

Reality check

Have you ever felt scared to be alone? Have you allowed yourself time to be alone? Being alone can be so healthy and beneficial to your life. How long you chose to be alone is definitely something you will have to decide for yourself. I think we become so dependent on the presence of other…

Roller coaster Ride

Life is interesting, I swear as a child all I wanted was to be older. To have more freedom and more responsibility. I spent my whole life having older friends or dating older men. I like to think I am very mature for my age but I am sure I am just way ahead of…

Walking shoes

I am working on things I can control but cannot see. My goals for this year are within myself. I am working on things like patience and love. I am working on fixing myself, because everything starts with you. I have such a triggered personality, I need things to relax me. I love being calm…

High hopes

How do you know for sure when to give up? how long should you continue to try before you let go? Sometimes it seems easier to stay but it hurts and you suffer. Have you ever just felt stuck? Like waking up early and getting ready but you have no where to be? Do you…